CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!

I am now down to 5 DAYS in counting. Oh wow that is unbelievable. I remember when I was counting down from triple digits. It is just so amazing that I am so close. Here is a little update. Last you heard, you heard about my workout. BAD IDEA GUYS! I have not been able to walk since that night. I can't move my legs at all. So now I am just playing it cool and letting the stinker decide when he wants to come out. I just can't even move. Tomorrow is my last day of work and I hope I will be able to make it. I just can't believe the pregnancy is almost over!

Things I will miss about being pregnant:

• Playing games with him as he kicks his feet out.  It's so much fun!
• Feeling him kick and move around (of course I wont miss the kicks that hurt)
• All of the free time I have had laying around doing NOTHING
• Long baths every day to relax me.  
• Watching my stomach go crazy as he moves around
• Having an excuse for everything :)
• Knowing that my body is GROWING a HUMAN BEING...amazing
• Allen feeling the baby kick and his reaction
• Being able to eat what I want and however much I want and having an excuse for it!

Of course there is stuff I WONT miss about the pregnancy but we all already know what that list consists of.  I am so excited for our son to make an entrance into this world, and I am so excited to bring him home to us!  Although I am so excited, there are some things that make me sad.  It is so sad to know that Allen and I only have a few days left of just him and I.  Never again will it be just Allen and I and that makes me sad.  I love my husband so dearly and I have ejoyed our short time we have had together with nobody else.  I just pray and hope that when the baby comes that we can still find time to be a couple and enjoy eachothers company.  I love my son, but I don't want to go from being a couple to just living under the same roof.  It is important to always find time for eachother and to show eachother our love.  I just pray and hope that we can find time to be parents and be married instead of just being parents.  I hope that makes sense.  I love you so much Allen and am looking forward to all the wonderful years we have together ahead of us!

I love my son so much.  I am so excited for him to come home.  Every second of every day I dream about holding him and kissing him.  I am so excited to be a mother and to bring our son home.  We love you baby!